SOMETIMES...... I enjoy being alone. I am always the shy and scared-freak person who always do not dare to approach people or do things on my own. However, for everything in life, you always have your 1st time. I still have yet to break many virgins in my life and I am targeting to break them one by one.
In my 30 yrs, I have NEVER watched a movie ALONE until my fren asked me to give it a shot. It was scary being alone in the cinema and I am always concern about how others will think about me about so ke-lian to have to watch a movie alone. I mean, I had that thinking when I see someone who walked into the cinema alone. Nevertheless, I took up the courage and gave it a shot couple of months back. I will never forget the experience that I had. It was good and I feel proud of that achievement as it has been quite awhile since I wanted to break it. And, I did it.
As I grow, my circle of frens should be growing however, as you grow, people's life stages change as you start to date, to get married and then to have kids on top of a work life that you have to cope with. Thus, you tend to have lesser time with your frens unlike when you are younger, you always do things together. I miss my frens all the time and that is why I always treasure the time when we can get together for a cuppa tea or meal together. I have always love house party whereby everything will be so relax and you can chat till the cow come home.
Now... I enjoy doing things on my own. Shopping. Movies. Eating in a restaurant (I used to always do take-aways as I am shy to sit and eat alone). I hope to be able to break more virgins. Don't get me wrong that I am going to shy away from my frens but this is some personal achievement that I can get satisfied on. I dunno how to explain that kinda feeling unless you have walked this path before. I still love my frens and will still meet up as usual when time permits.
The next thing that I am looking forward to doing is to travel alone. Yes, it is a DARE thing that I am gonna do and achieve. I know I will be able to do it, like Nike did!